Jesus, I thank You for the small crosses I am sent to bear every day, for the obstacles to my plans, for the great effort which I need to make in community life, for the misunderstanding of my intentions, for the humiliations I get from other people, for the curt treatment, for the suspicions brought against me when I am innocent, for my poor health and for the exhaustion of my strength, for the self-denial of my own wishes, for the renunciation of my own self, for not being acknowledged in any matter, for the disappointment of all my plans (Diary 343).